perjantai 30. syyskuuta 2011

English: The Way of the TAO and The Yoga of the Siddhas

The Way of the TAO

and

The Yoga of the Siddhas


I learned a special meditative breathing method many years ago, when I was still practicing Zen. My Zen Masters in Japan emphasized this kind of breathing a lot, the whole tradition of Taoism and Zen Buddhism as well as the Zen arts, rely heavily on this method.


Since 2006, when I was initiated into Kriya Yoga and further into Siva Yoga a bit later, I pretty much left the practices I had learned in my Zen years. The biggest reason for this was that I had faced a very difficult nervous or spiritual breakdown after training so hard without learning to relax. When I learned kriyas, a whole new world opened up for me and I was swept by it, enjoying and merging in high energy-consciousness states (Paravastha) that are beyond description. So I felt I didn't need the Zen stuff anymore. For several years, I couldn't understand it.


So 5 years passed... until September 2011 when with the initiative of my beloved Satgurus, Thirumular and Babaji, I came across again the same principles I had practiced years ago in Zen which has its roots in Taoist and Buddhist Yoga from China and further back from India. These same practices and their principles started popping up to me in my meditations, while holding hands with Baba and Mular at Mt. Kailash, an also from DVD:s, videos and books in various forms, some of them watered down and some of them all right. Further, Babaji gave me a set of pranayamaBabaji's Pranayama Set for Health and Spiritual Evolution – to be shared as online yoga teachings through my website, www.sundarayoga.fi, which includes these same principles. The course, among with few other courses Mularji has given, will be available soon in English and Finnish.


At first, I was a bit puzzled of all this. I knew how the family of the Siddhas reaches from India to China to Europe to Arabia and all the way to South America... so it is safe to assume that the Masters of this lineage pretty much work on a global scale. That is what a Satguru means, a Master on a global or universal scale. Yet, from my perspective as a simple bug – a human being – I needed to take a good look at the whole thing. How do these practice principles and methods fit together: Siva/Siddha Yoga and practices I had learned in Zen and Shintoism which seem to be missing in Indian Yoga?


The practices of the Siddhas are heavy stuff. I don't want to sound a fool but most of the kriyas I've learned from these two Satgurus as well as from the memories of my own Higher Self, are practices which just switch ones consciousness into the mode of completeness. *BANG!* Just like that. And this is the precise reason why all these secret practices and tantras have been and are still being kept secret.


In most teachings of Kundalini or Kriya Yoga, simple and easy methods are offered. If the original methods were openly shared in yoga courses and seminars, the society and the lives of the individuals would, I assume, pretty much seize because the physical realm, the world around us, would seem like a mere dream. All the things we do and take care of in our daily lives would seem more or less pointless. As modern people, we need to be grounded and active in the world. I don't mean pursuing material goals or loosing oneself in the game and politics of the world but living here and now, right in these bodies made of flesh and bones, in our time and society.


So, bringing a balance between spiritual and wordly lives is important. It's crucial... And this is where the Siddha-method well-known in Zen and Tao comes in.


We live in a time of great transformation of the human culture. This culture is not brought by monks or recluses in the mountain caves but by normal family men and women who live in the cities and are active in the society. This is the reason why heavy methods of Kriya Yoga and Mularji's Siva Yoga are brought back in the first place: To make a shift from material egoistic consciousness into balanced and natural, enlightened consciousness. For this to happen, we need heavy medicine (Siva Yoga) and that is what these Siddha Masters have made available to us all. Additional practices such as the Khanda Pranayama, which is the practice referred to here, strike a perfect balance between the outer world and the inner spiritual state.


In meditation I asked Babaji to explain me the connection of Siva Yoga and Taoist dan tien/tanden-practices.


Babaji, please tell me of the connection between Siva Yoga and Taoism?”


This is one and the same yoga. There is no this or that yoga. There is only that which is according to the great tradition of yoga and that which is outside of it. At the moment much yogic knowledge is scattered in the world. It is Baba's work to bring it all together.”


I felt Babaji smiling like a happy young boy... so sincere and playfully proud.


How these methods I've learned should be taught?”


You know all this already. Baba has guided you a long time... since you were a small boy, this tall (putting His hand low on the waist level to signify small child's height and smiling even wider). Babananda, make it available.”


For a while I had intuitively known that it had been Babaji's invisible guiding hand that had guided me to Zen and Japan but still I was a bit amazed to hear Him say that to me. Many times I had thought how much I had learned in Zen about chanting, retreats and of many things which I can now use in my work as an acharya – authorized teacher - of Siva Yoga and as a teacher of my yoga center.


Memories from my childhood flashed quickly in my mind when Babaji came silently to solicitate and help me when I prayed for happiness and peace to all, sitting by myself on the bedside when I was a boy of just a few years old.


I started to feel so full of Babaji's blissful Love (prema) that inside I melted like soft honey. Spontaneously, I said:


I Love You Babaji, I Love You Babaji.”, while melting in Babaji's prema.


Babananda, bring Baba's Love to many people. This prema belongs to all. Make this available.”


Within me, I got so full of Babaji's incredible blissful Love that my mind quieted down while my heart and Soul became one in Babaji's stream of Pure Love.


Babaji's Prema and blessings to all,

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Suomessa ja koko maailmassa lahjoituksella. Kiitos ja kumarrus.





keskiviikko 29. kesäkuuta 2011

Krishna, Buddha, Krishna, Buddha...

Krishna, Buddha, Krishna, Buddha...


Sometimes Master's name, Thirumular, doesn't feel fitting to Him. Sometimes I just feel that His real name, or the name that I'd like to call Him, is not Thirumular.


I had attuned to Master's presence and was tasting His name, Thirumular, which didn't feel right. Sometimes this happens.


What should I call you, Master?”, I asked instinctively.

How about Krishna or Buddha or ...” He started counting.


At that I glanced at Him for a brief moment until we both broke into laughter.


After a few moments I began to chant ”Om Thirumular Namaya” and felt greatly elevated, peaceful and full of bliss.


Then several hours later, as I sat out in the garden, I asked master to give a Siddha Healing to me. This is an ancient way of healing in our Siva Yoga lineage. For the last several days my body had been more or less shaky as I had come across very deep subconscious fears near the root of my spine. Encountering such issues which hit right at the root of the human body, the earth element, and organizes the ”pieces of puzzle” in a new order might take a good while to recover from.


As I felt Siva's healing energy flush throughout my body, Master seemed to be particularly concentrated at fixing my root of the spine like doing some little repairing deed. As He was doing that, He was humming to Himself,


Krishna, Buddha, Krishna, Buddha...”.


I couldn't be but amused and charmed of Him. Again.


Such a Satguru is Mularji.


Om Nama Shivaya,

- Babananda, 29.6.2011

Krishna, Buddha, Krishna, Buddha...

Krishna, Buddha, Krishna, Buddha...


Joskus Mestarin nimi, Thirumular, ei tunnu sopivan Hänelle. Joskus minusta vain tuntuu että Hänen oikea nimensä tai nimi jolla haluaisin kutsua Häntä, ei ole Thirumular.


Olin virittynyt Mestarin läsnäoloon ja maistelin mielessäni Hänen nimeään, joka ei nyt tuntuvan osuvan kohdalleen. Joskus näin tapahtuu.


Millä nimellä minun pitäisi kutsua sinua, Mestari?”, kysyin vaistomaisesti.

Miten olisi Krishna tai Buddha tai ...” Hän alkoi luetella.


Tämä kuullessani vilkaisin Häneen ja repesimme molemmat nauramaan.


Hetken kuluttua aloin laulaa ”Om Thirumular Namaya” - mantraa mielessäni jolloin tunsin kohottuvani sekä oloni muuttui rauhan ja autuudentäyteiseksi.


Useita tunteja myöhemmin kun istuin ulkona puutarhassa, pyysin Mestaria antamaan minulle Siddha Healing-hoidon. Tämä on muinainen hoitomenetelmä Siva Jooga-perinteessämme. Useiden päivien ajan kehoni oli ollut enemmän tai vähemmän huterantuntuinen sillä olin kohdannut joitain hyvin syviä alitajuisia pelkoja itsessäni jotka löytyivät häntäluun tyvestä. Tällaisten asioiden kohtaaminen jotka osuvat suoraan ihmiskehon juureen, Maa-elementtiin ja ”palapelin palojen” uudelleenjärjestyminen voi viedä hyvin tovin toipua.


Kun tunsin Sivan parantavan energian huuhtelevan kehoani, Mestari tuntui olevan keskittynyt erityisesti häntäluun kärjen kohdalle kuin Hän olisi korjannut jotain erityistä vikaa. Kun Hän teki niin niin Hän hyräili itsekseen,


Krishna, Buddha, Krishna, Buddha...”


En voinut olla huvittumatta ja hurmaantumatta Hänestä. Jälleen kerran.


Sellainen Satguru Mularji on.


Om Nama Shivaya,

- Babananda, 29.6.2011

torstai 26. toukokuuta 2011

Kaksi Sielua yhdessä

Kaksi Sielua yhdessä


Aina, aloittaessani meditaatio-harjoituksen, yhdistän oman Ylisieluni Thirumularin Ylisielun kanssa muinaisen Hawaiilaisen Huna-riitin avulla jonka olen oppinut Ammalta. Ammalla tarkoitan guruani Sivakami Om Anandia. Ylisielu on Olemuksemme korkein tai syvin, miten sen haluaa sanoa, ydin ja se voidaan löytää korkealta pään yläpuolelta. Kahunat eli Hunaan perehtyneet kutsuvat sitä nimellä Aumakua – Korkein Itse.


Pyysin Mestaria vahvistamaan minulle tuntemuksen omasta Korkeimmasta Itsestäni sekä Hänen Ylisielustaan yhdessä jonka Hän tekikin. Kahden yhtyneen säteen massiivinen virta hyvin hienovaraista ja voimakasta energiaa satoi ylleni kuin raskas monsuunisade.


Halusin edelleen kysyä Häneltä kuinka minun tulisi meditoida sillä mantrat ja muut tekniikat ovat viime aikoina tuntuneet ylimääräisiltä.


Vain muista Minut”, Hän vastasi.


Tunnustelin tätä hetken ja havaitsin että juuri tämä, itse asiassa, oli 'ongelmani ydin' sillä Hänen muistamisensa edellyttää tahdonponnistusta tai mentaalisen voiman käyttöä.


Mutta tämä myös on ponnistelua vaativaa... Miten minun sitten pitäisi tehdä?”


Vain antaudu...”, Hän sanoi ja niin Hänen sanoessaan sulin niin hellään ja valtaisaan autuudelliseen hiljaisuuteen että mitkään sanat eivät yllä sinne koskaan.


Om,

- Babananda, 26.5.2011


Two Oversouls united

Two Oversouls united


Always in the beginning of my meditation practice, I unite my Oversoul with that of Thirumular by using an ancient Hawaiian Huna-rite that I learned from Amma. Oversoul is the highest or deepest, however you want to put it, core of our Being and it can be found from high above the head. The kahunas, practitioners of Huna called this Aumakua – the Higher Self.


I asked the Master to fortify the sense of meditating my own Higher Self and His Oversoul together and He did. A massive flow of two united beams of very subtle and strong spiritual energy showered down upon me like a heavy monsoon rain.


Further I wanted to ask Him how should I meditate as mantras and other techniques had lately felt somehow superficial.


Just remember Me”, was His answer.


I reflected on this for a moment and felt that this, in fact was the 'problem issue' I had had because remembering Him requires an act of will or a momentum of mental power.


But this also is strenuous... What should I do then?”


Just surrender...”, He said and by saying so I melted in such a tender and vast blissful silence that no describing words will ever reach there.


Om,

- Babananda, 26.5.2011


torstai 17. maaliskuuta 2011

My Beloved, Fill Me with Your Spirit

My Beloved, Fill Me with Your Spirit

- Isha Natha


29th of April 2009:
A spiritual revolution is needed now. The human kind has arrived on a verge and changes need to take place. This transformation on a wider scale is born from within each individual. This is the work of every living being on Earth and in other worlds. There is not much Divine Love or Divine manifestations in any of the forms on Earth, but only products of the ego and selfishness. This cannot continue. A change of direction is needed.

All being and living is One. Everything has come from one God and is eternally one in God. You, me, this, that... these are just names for outer forms, the reality of existence is hidden in that which cannot be seen with the eye, nor heard with the ear. When you arrive at the beginning of the bridge, you will come to see that everything which you previously held as real, doesn't appear as real as before. When you succeed in crossing the bridge and arrive in God, you will know what is real and what is relative, but this difference too is just apparent. Everything is one in God, eternally.

The bridge I mentioned is the Holy Spirit, the eternal pulse of the created which effects all and makes all life possible. It is Sound and Light. When you mature inwardly and arrive inwardly at the beginning of the bridge, then you know that at the other end there is God and He has waited for you there for a long time, since He created you of Himself and put you out to the world. He is waiting for you, each of us with an equal longing, and He welcomes us with open arms and Love. He doesn't care about what we have done or thought, He just longs us to Himself, so that He can be together with His children. Do you understand what this means? Your home is with God and us all children have one home in one God. We all have come from the same Creator, of His will and blessing, not from the will of this or that god. Father is One and He is the Creator and Beloved of all of us.

There are many ways to come to the beginning of the bridge which will lead us back to God. One of them is a prayer. It will silence your consciousness and you can easily hear the Sound which springs from within you. With my, Christs, blessing you will move forward on your journey when you just pray, and for just a moment among your worldly tasks give yourself to silence, then you can hear the stream of the Holy Spirit, the sound of many waters. When you become silent and settle within, open your heart. You might think it is difficult, but it isn't; just sit down and breathe deeply to calm yourself down and then say,



My Beloved, fill me with Your Spirit”,



and you will be fulfilled. Maybe sometime you have experienced this or you remember that something similar happened to you sometime earlier. Now is the time to go deeper and reveal that what you under your outer shell truly are. So when you sit down and let your breath become calm, let those silent words of prayer stream forth from your heart to Him as you yourself feel best and comfortable with. Just begin to speak and pray and as you continue this even for a short while you will notice that you become elevated in your inner experience and you start to hear that Sound, see the Light and so you reach the beginning of the bridge, to the communion of the Holy Spirit, which takes you still further to your Father. Remember that you should be open, open your heart even just little bit, just a little bit and you will feel elevated into peace and silence. When you arrive at the beginning of the bridge, me, Son of God – the Christ, will be there to guide you further.

During the last few thousand years the mankind has gotten under the power of doubt and delusion. So powerful is the power of duality that it makes the child to forget its home and its parents. That has happened to humanity and now is the time for the children to return their homes, to their beloved parents. You have now learned one easy and simple way to seek your way back home. And remember that I am there to help you and keep you safe when you begin to enter silence. I will take care of you and take you back home. But you must make an initiative and make an effort with a prayer and the power of the loving words to get into the communion of the Holy Spirit. You will understand everything better once you get started, you will get answers to your questions. Know that God is Love and God has created you so also you are entirely pure Love, but you are just used to seeing it differently. When you become silent, pray and listen to your inner Sound and you will come to know that you too, despite everything, are pure Love. This is my teaching today. Push forward, I – The Son of God, am there to help you.

* * *

Thank you Moolanatha for the English editing.

tiistai 15. maaliskuuta 2011

Rakkaimpani, Täytä Minut Hengelläsi

Rakkaimpani, Täytä Minut Hengelläsi


  • Isha Natha


29.huhtikuuta 2009:

Nyt tarvitaan henkistä vallankumousta. Ihmiskunta on saapunut jyrkänteen reunalle ja muutoksia tulee tapahtua. Tämä muuntautuminen laajemmassa mittakaavassa syntyy jokaisen yksilön sisältä käsin. Tämä on jokaisen olennon työ Maan päällä ja muissa maailmoissa. Maan päällä ei ole paljoa Jumalallista Rakkautta tai Jumalallisen ilmentymiä missään muodossa vaan vain egon ja itsekkyyden tuotteita. Tämä ei voi jatkua. Suunnanmuutos on tarpeen.


Kaikki oleva ja elävä on Yhtä. Kaikki on tullut yhdestä Jumalasta ja on ikuisesti yhtä Jumalassa. Sinä, minä, tämä, tuo... nämä ovat vain nimiä ulkoisille muodoille, olemassaolon todellisuus piilee siinä mitä ei silmällä voi nähdä, eikä korvin kuulla. Kun tulet sillan päähän niin huomaat jo miten kaikki aiemmin totena pitämäsi ei näytäkään enää samalla tavoin todelliselta kuin ennen. Kun onnistut ylittämään sillan ja saavut Jumalan luo, tiedät mikä on todellista ja mikä suhteellista mutta tämäkin ero on vain näennäinen. Kaikki on yhtä Jumalassa, ikuisesti.


Silta, jonka mainitsin on Pyhä Henki, luodun ikuinen syke, joka vaikuttaa kaikessa ja mahdollistaa kaikenlaisen elämän. Se on Ääni ja Valo. Kun kypsyt sisäisesti ja saavut sisäisesti sillan alkupäähän niin tiedä, että sen toisessa päässä on Jumala ja Hän on odottanut sinua siellä pitkän aikaa, siitä lähtien kun Hän sinut itsestään loi ja laittoi sinut maailmaan. Hän odottaa sinua, jokaista meistä tasavertaisella kaipauksella ja ottaa meidät Rakkaudella ja avosylin vastaan. Hän ei välitä siitä mitä me olemme tehneet ja ajatelleet, Hän vain kaipaa meitä takaisin Itsensä luo, jotta Hän voi olla yhdessä lastensa kanssa. Ymmärrätkö mitä tämä tarkoittaa? Sinun kotisi on Jumalan luona ja meillä kaikilla lapsilla on yksi koti yhdessä Jumalassa. Me kaikki olemme tulleet samasta Luojasta, Hänen tahdostaan ja siunauksestaan, emme tämän tai tuon jumalan tahdosta. Isä on Yksi ja Hän on meidän kaikkien Luoja ja Rakkaimpamme.


On olemassa monia keinoja päästä sillanpäähän, joka johtaa meidät takaisin Jumalaan. Yksi niistä on rukous. Se hiljentää tietoisuutesi ja voit helposti kuulla Äänen, joka kumpuaa sisältäsi. Minun, Kristuksen, siunauksella pääset matkassa eteenpäin kun vain rukoilet ja annat itsesi edes hetkeksi maailmallisten askareittesi lomassa hiljaisuudelle, silloin voit kuulla Pyhän Hengen virran, paljojen vetten äänen. Kun hiljennyt ja asetut paikoillesi niin avaa sydämesi. Ajattelet, että se on vaikeaa mutta ei se ole, istut vain alas ja hengität syvään rauhoittuaksesi, sitten sanot


"Rakkaimpani, täytä minut Sinun hengelläsi"


ja silloin sinä täytyt. Ehkä olet joskus kokenut tämän tai muistat tämänkaltaista tapahtuneen sinulle joskus aikaisemmin. Nyt on aika syventyä ja paljastaa se mitä ulkoisen kuoren alla todellisuudessa olet. Joten kun istut alas ja annat henkesi rauhoittua, anna niiden hiljaisten rukoussanojen virrata sydämestäsi Hänelle niin kuin sinusta itsestäsi tuntuu parhaalta ja luontevimmalta. Alat vain puhua ja rukoilla ja kun jatkat tätä edes lyhyen ajan niin huomaat, että kohoat sisäisessä tuntemuksessasi ja alat kuulemaan tuon Äänen, näkemään Valon ja näin saavut sillanpäähän, Pyhän Hengen yhteyteen, joka edelleen vie sinut Isäsi luokse. Muista, että sinun kuuluu olla avoin. Avaa sydäntäsi edes hieman raolleen, edes vähän, niin tunnet varmasti kohoavasi rauhaan ja hiljaisuuteen. Kun saavut sillanpäähän niin minä, Jumalan Poika - Kristus, olen siellä ohjaamassa sinut eteenpäin.


Ihmiskunta on viimeisten usean vuosituhannen aikana joutunut epäilyksen ja harhan valtaan. Niin voimakas on kaksinaisuuden harha, että se saa lapsen unohtamaan oman kotinsa ja vanhempansa! Näin on käynyt ihmiskunnalle ja nyt on aika lasten palata koteihinsa, omien rakkaiden vanhempiensa luo. Olet oppinut nyt yhden helpon ja yksinkertaisen tavan pyrkiä takaisin kotiisi.


Ja muista, että Minä olen sinun apunasi ja turvanasi kun aloitat hiljentymisen. Minä pidän sinusta huolen ja vien sinut kotiisi. Mutta sinun täytyy tehdä aloitus ja ponnistaa rukouksen ja rakkauden sanojen voimalla Pyhän Hengen yhteyteen. Ymmärrät kyllä kaiken paremmin kun pääset alkuun, saat kysymyksiisi vastauksen. Tiedä, että Jumala on Rakkaus ja Jumala on sinut luonut, joten myös sinä olet läpeensä puhdasta Rakkautta mutta olet vain tottunut näkemään asian toisin. Kun hiljennyt, rukoilet ja kuuntelet sisäistä Ääntä niin opit tuntemaan, että sinäkin olet kaikesta huolimatta puhdasta Rakkautta. Tämä on tämänpäiväinen opetukseni. Ponnistele eteenpäin, Minä - Jumalan Poika, olen sinun apunasi.

torstai 10. maaliskuuta 2011

Pyhän Luontomme muistaen Ishan Nathan kanssa

Pyhän Luontomme muistaen

Ishan Nathan kanssa


Reilun 6 kuukauden jälkeen kun en ollut virittäytynyt Isha Nathan läsnäoloon, Hänen nama-mantransa, Om Ishanathaye Namaha, alkoi kummuta sisältäni spontaanisti. Hetkessä olemukseni ja hermostoni täyttyivät Ishan – Jeesuksen Kristuksen -kultaisesta valosta, Rakkaudesta ja huolenpidosta.


Missä Sinä olet ollut?”, kysyin.

Ei! Vaan missä SINÄ olet ollut?”, Hän vastasi terävästi.


Jälleen kerran meitä muistutetaan siitä, että Satgurujen – Henkisten Mestareiden, olivatpa He fyysisessä kehossa tai eivät, apu on saatavillamme kaiken aikaa. Koskaan heidän apunsa ei ole etäällä meistä ja se on vain henkilökohtainen karmamme, joka saa meidät unohtamaan.


Tällä tavoin, meitä muistutetaan Pyhästä Luonnostamme, omasta Ikuisesta Itsestämme, uudelleen ja uudelleen. Onneksi Tämä Luonto on rakastava ja myötätuntoinen sillä jos se ei olisi niin epäilemättä me unohtaisimme emmekä enää koskaan muistaisi uudelleen.


Kumarten syvään Mestareiden jalkojen juuressa,

Om Namah Shivaya,

- Babananda, 10. maaliskuuta 2011

Remembering our Divine Nature with Isha Nath

Remembering our Divine Nature

with Isha Nath


After a good 6 months of not tuning into Isha Natha's presence, a chanting of His nama-mantra, Om Isha Nathaye Namaha, arised from within me. In a moment my being and nervous system was flooded with the golden light of Isha's – Jesus Christ's – Love and care.


Where have You been?”, I asked.

No! Where have YOU been!?”, He replied sharply.


Once again we are reminded that the help of the Satgurus – Spiritual Masters, whether They are in physical body or not – are available at all times. Never ever are Their help afar from us and it is only due to our own personal karma that we forget.


We are reminded of our Divine Nature, our own Eternal Self, in this way, again and again. Fortunately This Nature is loving and compassionate for if it weren't certainly we would forget and never remember again.


Bowing deeply at the feet of the Masters,

Om Namah Shivaya,

  • Babananda, 10th of March 2011

perjantai 4. maaliskuuta 2011

Blue-skinned on Kailash



Blue-skinned on Kailash

28.2.2011


We had a half-day Siva Yoga Mini-retreat in Helsinki on 26.2.2011. The number participating was few but we were all enthusiastic practitioners of Siva Yoga and we all knew Siddha Thirumular's Siva-mantra by heart. Most of us have started to learn the Three Divine Qualities. The Three Divine Qualities is the primary teaching of Thirumular's Siva Yoga.


Exercise during retreats consists of Siva Yoga's public contents: long Siva-mantra, double-breathing exercise and SoHam-meditation technique. The most important part of the exercise is to, regardless of the level of practitioner, tune in with Thirumular's consciousness. This is practiced by remembering Thirumular's name or his figure.

Legends tell that the story of Mahasiddha Thirumular begins from Mount Kailash of Tibet, a sacred place for both Hindu and Buddhist people. Kailash is a real exception among the places of pilgrimage of the world. It is incomparable in power and beauty. Kailash is the embodiment of Shiva. One can also find annotations of Kailash in numerous ancient legends. When the Master was living at Kailasha He was called Mahayogi Sundara Natha.


2707*: Siva's Five-Lettered Mantra Is the Final Refuge


Think of Him in your heart,

Praise Him as ”My Lord”

When the death approaches you, say:

Lord, You alone are my Refuge;”

Then will you receive

The Grace of Lord Letters Five seated,

The Lord who resides

In the snow-clad mountain of North (Kailas).


*Thirumandiram, Siddha Thirumular.


As we began the retreat we naturally tuned in with Master's consciousness and presence. At first we sang five Om-mantras and moved on to long Siva-mantra, which is repeated with constant rhythm over and over. When sung aloud like this, the power of Siva-mantra clears all the movements of mind leading practitioner to calm and quiet state of consciousness (Siva-consciousness).


As we sang the first round of Siva-mantras (which lasts c.a. 20 minutes at a time), I focused to the mantra letter by letter remembering Master in my heart and letting myself to merge into group's singing and bhakti. Mantra was repeating in a steady, sometimes accelerating rythm. I felt as being sucked in this sound mass. Holding my eye lids closed I kept my eyes pointed up and in the middle of the eye brows; as per instruction.

For some reason I happened to look down to my body while having my eye lids still closed. I was first surprised and I quickly lifted my look up again. However, as I was still singing Siva-mantra my eyes turned back down again and with wonder-struck mind I watched how my own body was blue. I was sitting in full-lotus posture, tigerskin on my loins, a rudraksha-mala around my neck and long, dark hair on my shoulders. I looked my body and realized it was Shiva's body. I looked again and saw myself sitting on the top of Mount Kailash, the magnificient snowy peaks of Himalayas in front of me. I understood that Master's Siva-mantra flows from Shiva's body and transforms sadhaka's body into Shiva's body. I have been reluctant to think Shiva as a blue-skinned yogi as He is represented in Hinduism. Now I saw how my own body was Shiva's body with all the detail. When Sivakami Amma was still in her physical body she mentioned that Satgurudeva had recently changed his own figure to that of Shiva while emerging to some of his students.


I do not know how I would comment this. I think that at certain times we need to have these experiences. It was wonderful to sit on the top of Kailash in that huge body of Shiva in icy wind and brightness. I thank Master for this blessing, bowing at His Lotus feet.


Om

Si Va Ya Na Ma

Ya Na Va Si Ma

Ma Va Ya Na Si

Si Ya Na Ma Va

Va Si Ma Ya Na

Om

In Siva Thirumular's Love

-Babananda, 3/2011


English translation: Vishwamitra